Boy this thing is hard.
First off, blogging for me EVERY day is reallllly hard. I am busy. Which is actually a good thing, but still....
Second, I already find myself sweating under pressure...there are so many cute clothes out there, so many sales, and my computer is always so close.
For instance...Last night, which honestly I shouldn't even be on my computer A) on Sunday window shopping, and B) 12:00-ish at night. I should be in bed. No one thinks clearly late at night, and making financial choices like that is just plain stupid!...
Anyway, I got onto the
Anthropoligie website and they had this dress:
Soooo pretty, I love the outfit they made from it! It is normally ($128) and they had a one night sale on it for ($69)!!! And I would have looked amazing in it! But......To spend my
golden tickets so soon, and on something so much (that wasn't including shipping and taxes)....and honestly no matter how cute, I don't need another dress.
So I turned off my computer.
...and the price is back to being to the original. But I am ok. The dress was not a need, that dress was a want.
I decided it is best if I just don't look. Even window shopping is dangerous.
JUST DON'T LOOK (period)
So....
Day 3...
What made Day 3 so hard was my back was killing me! I rode a horse for four hours the day before, and then right after went to my parents house to help my family. My day had surgery two days prior, I went there and cleaned the house, made dinner, and took care of my somewhat stubborn dad. It was a little strange to see what personality came out of me. I liked it. Kind, but purposeful...I am usually a people pleaser who is easily pushed to one side or the other. And it was because I got a glimpse of what my dad would be like (in what will feel like) a few years. I don't like the thought of seeing the strong man I grew up with, to be growning old. It is a hard reminder that
the only thing that is constant in life, is change. It was an amazing day. This talk says it better how I felt.
http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2008/10/finding-joy-in-the-journey?lang=eng
neclace, Ebay ($10)
cardigan, Macy's ($5)
maxi dress, Plato's Closet ($14)
shoes, Born brand, Marchelle's ($29)
bag, Forever21 ($29)
Day 4...
You will find out soon enough that I wear a lot of skirts/dresses. Not only because I like to look like I came out of an Anthro magazine.... I am also bridal consultant at David's Bridal. I sell better in a skirt. Yes, bridezilla's exist, and bridesmaids are crazy and annoying as on
Say Yes to the Dress. In fact I can't even watch that show anymore because it
reminds me way too much of work! And no, it's not like dress up all day long; this is my job. I love making brides happy- but I also love to pay my rent and make my car payments :) You should also know while it was my dream to become a bridal consultant, I fulfilled that dream. And it is not my dream to be in it for the rest of my life. I got my Bachelors in Illustration from Brigham Young University; Illustration is what I am working towards- but I have a day job so I can pay rent and don't go crazy from staying at home all day long. It's hard, and slow building a art career. But I love it! I love being an artist! I love being a creative! And that is a major reason why I love creating outfits...

scarf, Charlotte Russe ($7)
top, H&M ($11)
skirt, Anthropologie brand, from Ebay ($45-ish)
sandals, Cotton On ($19)
bag, Forever21
Day 4...
I love Sundays! And if you haven't guessed yet, I am a Mormon or Latter Day Saint (LDS)... And I will be honest with you, it's hard to be LDS when it comes to getting dressed. I am 5'6.5" but will say 5'7"....and I have these awkward legs that are long extra long at the femur, and short below the knee. Design principals would tell you to wear skirts a few inches above the knee and heals to elongate. But I can't wear heals, I like going on walks too much, and I am on my feet all day long running around with with wedding gowns; and at the knee is the highest I can go...LDS folks have certain modesty restrictions.
The point is, it is a challenge finding dresses that are cute, cheap, and at least 40" long. Maybe a reason why I love Anthropolige so much is because they may unique clothes which are well made, cute, and for the most part...modest... I have adopted wearing a lot of cardigans to make things more modest, perhaps that is why I have 32 cardigans...
flowers, H&M ($3)
top, Ruche ($25)
skirt, Anthropologie brand, Ebay purchase ($50)
I am never walking more than one dog again, I am so glad we didn't take my car... I didn't grow up with dogs, always wanted one (boy it stunk in there!) Now I know I love one dog...Abby